The Hidden Series by Nicole Colville (Books 0.5 ~10.5 )
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Overview: Set against the back drop of the cities of Monte Carlo, London and the beautiful snow covered mountains of Switzerland meet three men who are fighting their way through the hidden truths of their complicated pasts. Their lives are intertwined in more ways than they can see and only working through the truths hidden deep within each of them can they free themselves and find the love that they are searching for. Each of them need the other in a way not even themselves can understand.
Following the complicated lives of Jamie Burton a three time Winter Olympic gold medallist, Valerio Capelli an Italian bike racing protégé and Scot a billionaire business genius. All three are stunning and sexy in different ways. All three desire the same thing, sex, love and freedom from their pasts.
Please note: Although written as a prequel to the first three books in my series, Hidden Love can be read as an stand-alone book and if you prefer less mystery in your books this can be read as the first book to the series rather than the fourth. This book provides all the answers to the first three but won’t spoil any of the story lines in them if you decide to read it beforehand.
Genre: Erotica Romance MM
Hidden Child #0.5: Jameson Connor lives in rural Ireland with his loving Grandparents and his beautiful Mummy, Calista.
Jamie tells his story in the words of a child. He is four when he begins to understand that his mummy isn’t like other mummies, and people treat him differently for being her son.
See the world through the words of a child, a painful and confused heartbroken child who doesn’t understand why his mummy changes so suddenly; he doesn’t understand where good mummy goes or why bad mummy comes to stay. All he knows is that his mummy loves him, she doesn’t want to hurt him, she wants to protect him. But when protection turns to obsession Jamie isn’t safe.
Split between two separated parents in different countries and stuck in the middle of a messy legal battle for custody, Jamie is torn between his love for both his Mummy and Daddy.
Hidden Truths #1: Jamie Burton is an enigmatic, beautiful, intoxicating person who entices those around him without him even trying. He’s someone who appears to have it all. Good looks, good nature, wealth. How appearances can be deceiving. He has a crippling emotional fear of love and relationships stemming from his painful childhood. Mix that with his obsessive compulsion to remain clean and controlled and Jamie has no chance at falling in love. That may change when he meets Valerio Capelli. An innocent curly haired eighteen year old Italian bike racing protégé who lives life to the fullest and races at two hundred miles an hour on the world’s fastest racetracks. He’s warm and relaxed and undecided about his sexuality. Everything Jamie is afraid off but he can’t stop the pull this enigmatic creature has over him.
Just like Jamie Valerio is hiding the truth about his past, only by overcoming his fears and his hidden pain can he truly move on.
Valerio may be Jamie’s future but his past is constantly around him. Meet Scot the intense but stunning business man who appears to have nothing with Jamie apart from their passionate sex life. He’s a billionaire playboy who is controlled arrogant and powerful but weak around Jamie. When they meet both are lost and not just in their lust for each other but from the hidden secrets in their past.
He sees things in Jamie that even he can’t see, the truth shines from his black eyes tempting Jamie back into his arms I a way he doesn’t understand.
All three have hidden the truth for so long about so many things. All have dark issues which can’t be spoken about.
What’s hidden in the fog of Jamie’s mind? What’s missing?
Can these two men in his life help free him from his pain? Or will they push him the edge of his sanity in their attempts to make him love?
Hidden Pasts #2: Jamie, Valerio and Scot continue their story in the second book in the Hidden Series, Hidden Pasts. Read the story from the beginning in Hidden Truths.
Nineteen year old Valerio Capelli has succeeded in his childhood dream of achieving the highest level he can in Moto GP, he is the current world champion and now it seems the whole world is interested in his life. He lives under a microscope and his new relationship with the very beautiful, very openly gay Jamie Burton is beginning to draw attention. Valerio can’t even come out to his childhood friends, so sharing his sexuality with the world makes him hide his love and who he truly is.
To be denied and hidden hurts Jamie in a way he never voices to Valerio, but inside the dream of Valerio accepting him is becoming nothing but a dream. If only they had just his closeted homosexuality to deal with perhaps things would be easier.
Jamie has never had to consider anyone else’s feelings; he’s never shared his life or emotions with anyone. Understanding the temperamental, melodramatic ways of his new Italian boyfriend is a work in progress. There’s so much for them both to learn, their relationship is still tenderly hanging on by a thread but both are willing to fight to keep it alive.
Valerio’s past experiences with sex have held them both back and despite the frustration Jamie feels he’s willing to wait until Valerio is ready to take the next step. Holding back is difficult especially when his hot ex Scot is still so willing to give Jamie the sex he’s not able to have with Valerio.
Scot, Jamie and Valerio’s lives become more entwined than ever when Scot falls for Valerio’s beautiful friend and ex, Rafael. The two couples are forced together when all they need is space. When the nightmare of Valerio’s past comes back to haunt him and only Scot can help him become free, all four find themselves in a close knit group, where emotions run high and hidden pasts become seen more clearly.
The past is mixing with the present, all three men have to struggle to cope with their own problems and live through each other’s in a way that breaks all three of them apart. The fog is lifting and the blackness is brightening but what’s waits for them on the other side?
Hidden Passion #3: It’s almost a year since Jamie Burton began the painful journey of recovering his hidden past with Scot Victore. Even though the past is beginning to become clear for Jamie his present is seriously mixed up. He is forced to live two lives, he moves from his love for his beautiful Valerio to the hidden passion he shared with Scot. His journey is a difficult one, he can’t be told the truth, he has to see it for himself and only with the help of Scot Victore can he do that. He’s confused by the strong emotions he has returning for Scot, he knows inside there was more, more than he feels for Valerio. But he also knows it hurts to be with Scot. He knows he should love Valerio but the pull he feels for Scot keeps growing and growing.
Life with Valerio should be easy in comparison to his past relationship with Scot, but Valerio’s closeted homosexuality still hasn’t been resolved and they are nowhere near to having the open and loving relationship that Jamie craves for them.
Hiding from the whole world is hard for them both, but Jamie never denies Valerio, never hides him and the frustration of always being held in the shadows of Valerio’s life is painful for Jamie.
Scot would never deny Jamie, never turn him away. He’s there for him in a way only he can see right now. His pain is growing along with Jamie’s memories. How long can he cope with his painful past being lived out right in front of him in a way he didn’t see the first time. His love for Rafael is pure and uncomplicated but he knows his heart belongs to Jamie. Seeing Valerio fight so strongly to keep Jamie in his hold is breaking him in two. Scot loves Jamie in a way that no one else will ever do, but along with his love comes pain and hurt. Jamie has to see everything that has happened between them before Scot can be sure what Jamie wants. Running between Jamie and Rafael is hurting him but how can he turn from his beloved Jamie when he is the only person who can help him find the truth.
All four of them are on a painful journey, one that can end only one way, even more painfully. Scot is the only one who can see the future, he is the only one who can understand what is to come and he dreads it with every breath he takes. When the end comes, when Jamie sees what has happened, what will remain of the love and passion that they both feel?
When the truth is out and Jamie see’s what he has spent years hiding inside his mind will it be time for Scot to step back and continue with his beautiful Rafael and let Valerio take Jamie from him? Or will he and Jamie be able to be the couple that he has always wanted them to be?
Hidden Love #4: Scot Victore is a multi-billionaire business man. He is a distractingly good looking, intensely sexual, controlled and powerful human being. He is the successor to his father, Gray Victore and the Victore Empire, the largest privately owned business in Europe. Scot is ready to take over the world and there’s nothing to stand in his way.
There’s no love in Scot Victore’s life and that’s how he wants it to be. The world is his for the taking, nothing is out of reach when you have his power and his money combined with his name, Victore. Anything Scot wants he gets, that’s the way his life has always been. Whether it’s buying out a global company or taking someone to his bed everything comes easy to him. So why is it the one thing he wants more than anything is out of his reach?
Jamie Burton is a mysteriously beautiful private young man who is out of his reach. He’s an enigma. Scot has known Jamie all his life but he suddenly realises that he is a stranger to him. Finding out who Jamie is becomes an obsession, one that will overtake his every thought and control his mind. Jamie can’t or won’t give Scot what he needs, his heart. Soon Scot is lost in his overwhelming need for him, his whole world is Jamie, but not having anything returned pushes them both to the edge of sanity.
Their relationship is out of control, incredibly passionate. The sex is dangerous and explosive but it doesn’t end in the bedroom. Everything about Jamie and Scot is explosive. Everything apart from Jamie’s feelings.
There’s no end to what Scot will do for Jamie. No end to how he loves him. No end to what he will do to keep him. But how far will he push the emotionally unstable love of his life? Too much?
Hidden No More #5: Jamie has remembered his powerful hidden love of Scot and what the loss of it drove him to do is too much for the unstable Jamie to cope with. He is locked in a prison, but it’s not the hospital in which he is living in, it’s a prison of his own making, his mind. Two months of solitude have given Jamie the time to work through everything that he has hidden within himself and now he sees his life as it truly is. His past and the truths hidden in it are no hidden no more.
Realising he has become a different person forces Jamie to rethink his relationship with both Scot and Valerio. Neither are what he deserves, neither can provide him with everything he needs. And the idea of just walking away from both of them and forgetting love altogether, forgetting everything seems the easy way out. But Jamie has a decision to make, he has shared his life with two men for too long, it’s time to choose.
Shall he continue on with his beloved beautiful Valerio and try to work through their issues? If so what side of Valerio will prevail? The beautiful trusting, innocent side, or the controlling dominant jealous side. Scot Victore is the partner Jamie deserves in so many ways, he would never deny him, never force him to do anything. He’s always been there, always loved him but is it enough? Has it ever been enough? Jamie and Scot have to decide if either of them can forgive the mistakes of their past, but is forgiveness possible when both feel so betrayed by each other? Scot and Jamie shared a passion that neither of them can experience with anyone else but it’s dangerous and all encompassing, relentless, obsessive. Will they lose each other or find each other this time?
Follow Jamie, Scot and Valerio through the most painful and heartbreaking part of their lives. Only after feeling this pain can they all find true happiness
Hidden Pain #6: Eighteen year old Alexander Burton has just begun his first Formula One racing season. Perhaps following in his father’s and grandfather’s footsteps isn’t what he wants, but Alexander lives to please the people who he loves. His carefree life comes to an abrupt halt when he literally runs into the sexiest domineering man he has ever laid his eyes on.
Gray Victore, the twenty six year old billionaire businessman, who has control over the sponsorship money to most of the F1 teams, is feared for a reason. He’s anything but carefree and gentle, and his vampire-like personality sucks the young Alexander into his hold. The moment Alex looked into Gray’s black eyes, he saw something in them that made his entire being submit to his dominance and power. Not understanding the pull this arrogant homophobic bully has over him confuses Alexander and makes him open his mind to the possibility of entering into a very different relationship with the sexy blond.
Hidden Beginnings #7: At fourteen, Valerio Capelli is a rising star in the world of Italian bike racing, an outgoing carefree ordinary person with an extraordinary talent. He already knows he is different from other boys, but until now that has remained his little secret and that’s the way it will always be. But when his parents split him up from his usual group of friends and he is forced to attend another school in the next village, his life is turned upside down by his new friendship with the most beautiful boy he has ever seen. Valerio is drawn to Rafael Rovella in a way he doesn’t yet understand.
An innocent love affair slowly develops, but it is quickly taken from them both when, at fifteen, Valerio meets the mysterious Victor Gray at one of his races and his life changes forever. Valerio may have survived his traumatising night with Victor but what remains is far worse. Rafael and Valerio were in love and now that’s gone, taken by a man who Valerio will never be able to forget. Hurt, angry and full of shame, he has to hide what his true feelings are from everyone, including himself.
Struggling with his hidden past, Valerio can control his memories and protect Rafael from the truth during the day, but while asleep, Valerio’s dreams become living nightmares for the young couple. A nightmare which will never go away, and the unconscious vicious hatred that is building up within Valerio is spilling out in his sleep. He has become the figure he hates so much and Rafael can’t be protected in his bed or in his life.
So many years are lost, so much heartache. Both move on and find love elsewhere, but their relationships are following the same fractured, pain-filled path, one that they share with each other. Is it too late for that innocent love to be rekindled? Have both come too far and experienced too much to go back to what they had?
Hidden Deceit #8: Scot and Jamie have been married for less than a year when the cracks in their relationship become gaping holes. Monte Carlo is full of rumours about them. Both are accused of having affairs. Both mistrust each other.
Jamie is ill and no one understands why. His past makes Scot believe he is hiding something, and that something is an affair with his sexy, dark haired private guard, Davide.
When Jamie and Davide disappear in Switzerland, Scot fails to see the truth and believes he has finally pushed Jamie too far. Pushed him into the waiting arms of Davide.
Kidnapped and being held against their will, Jamie and Davide are forced to be closer than either of them can bear. The attraction they share for each other is hard to keep at bay, even with the mystery of their imprisonment hanging over their heads.
Trying to unravel Jamie’s disappearance, Scot is thrown deeper into the dark past of his father and he has to work through the painful emotions he still has within him. When Scot believes he has no one left who he can trust. Someone returns to his life who he had long since buried. Someone who can help return Jamie to him, but at what cost?
Hidden Away #8.5: After Jamie and Scot’s wedding, and the first few months of finding their feet as a married couple, Jamie sweeps Scot off for a romantic break at their lodge high in the mountains of Switzerland, and away from everyone else. Jamie plans to try out his new romantic ideas on his beloved husband.
This will be their first Christmas together as husband and husband and Jamie intends that his months of meticulous planning will go through without a hitch. It will be a beautiful, peaceful, non-eventful week with just the two of them. Spending time which they both need, alone and separated from their hectic lives back in the real world.
Well, that’s the plan. But when does anything in their life go that simple?
Two additional house guests arrive unexpectedly on their doorstep only two days into their idyllic break, ladened down with gifts and gossip, plenty of Christmas cheer and strong Italian wine. Oh, and their most recent relationship problems
Hidden Trust #9: Jamie and Scot are desperately trying to work through the traumatic events of the last two months, but the painful truth is they can’t do this alone.
Scot is trying his best to support his husband. Trying not to hate what happened between Davide and Jamie while they were held prisoner. Davide was the enemy—the one who Scot saw as the bad guy in all this. The one he could blame all his relationship problems on to, but as Scot slowly gets to know the man behind the handsome face, the stern exterior and the hottest body he’s ever seen, he’s forced to look inside himself and see the truths he still can’t bear to think about.
Jamie loves Scot and Davide equally. Is it too much to ask for them all just to get along? Being stuck in between two stubborn, domineering, strong minded men is exhausting, and not in the way Jamie had hoped. The only way they can move on, is if they move on together, and Scot and Davide seem determined to not let that happen.
When Jamie’s plotting to move them forward as a threesome comes to light, Scot and Davide finally agree on something—that will never happen. Scot’s shared Jamie before and it hurt like hell. There’s no way he can do it again. No matter how much he desires Davide sexually—love isn’t going to grow between them.
Davide already loves Jamie—loves him in a way he has never experienced before. He gave his life for Jamie and he’d do it again in a heartbeat, but he can barely keep a relationship together with two people, let alone three. The idea of trying to make a ménage work between them all is just a fantasy—one which he’s not sure he wants to take part in.
He wants to leave—let Scot and Jamie work things out, but the more he pulls away, the more they struggle. Davide finds himself in a position he never thought he would be in—in between two men he desires more than anyone else, but not able to have either.
A journey of two, trying to become three.
Hidden Monster 9.5: Every year Gray Victore throws the biggest Halloween Ball in Monaco. This year he is throwing a masquerade ball for three hundred people. Anyone and everyone is going, but all Gray has eyes for is his dark angel, Alexander Burton. It’s been ten years since their fated meeting at Alex’s very first F1 race.
They have complicated lives, filled with too many children to count, two understanding wives and their careers to think about and Gray and Alexander struggle to find time for just each other. After a month apart, their hunger for each other can’t be delayed any longer.
When Alexander meets Gray’s eyes from across the crowded dance floor, it’s just as white hot and powerful as the first time they laid eyes on each other. Even behind their masks, they both see the heat and lust building up between them. Gray is more than ready to play, and Alexander—his forever faithful slave—is always ready to serve.
One Halloween. One night. One beautiful Monster. One dark Angel.
Hidden Need #10: Hidden Need can be read as a standalone book, or as an introduction to the series
Mario has to break free from the chains which he has tightly bound around him. Every year more links to his chain are added. Every year they become harder and harder to carry. He has hidden for too long, and the pain of living a lie has driven him to the lowest depths he can fall.
An alcoholic at twenty six, he has to get his life back and re-build the bridges he has burnt. He’s pushed everyone away. He has no one left who cares about him. No reason for living, except maybe one thing, or one person.
The only thing that gives Mario hope is Luca, the object of his desires for the last five years. A former friend who he hurt badly. Getting sober and back into shape is all for the love of him. The only thing is, Luca isn’t gay. Or is he?
Two men who both have dark pasts. Two men who want something they can’t have. Two men who need each other so powerfully it tears them in two.
Hidden Secrets 10.5: Valentine’s Day is a time of love and affection, but as Jamie, Scot, and Davide explore their new sexual side and finalise plans for their future as a family, there’s one issue spoiling their new found happiness… Gray.
Deciding it’s time to move on, Jamie reveals secrets from his past in the hope he might help father and son put their pain in the past.
Gray has his own secret, one he must reveal to find true peace and harmony in his life, but sharing it might just break the tentative hold he has on the potential relationship with his son Scot.
When Angel forces Gray’s hand and the secret is revealed, it throws everyone into a tailspin they must all fight to recover from. Angel’s life is at a crossroads, and he must decide how to move forward. Saying goodbye to the man he was and searching out the person he’s meant to be.
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